I wish I could try to make everyone believe that my trust in God and my personal strength are unwavering. I wish I could use perfect words every day to make my readers believe that I have “arrived” and that I have it all together. People tell me how “inspiring” my blog is; quite frankly, most of the time it doesn’t feel very inspiring.
Today, I’m going to look at two words that have impacted me today. And, my comments may not be 100% infallible, but it is the way I see it. Maybe someone has more insight and I can be shown a more perfect way.
Today I’ve named the blog “Strength and Trust: The Dynamic Duo”. I guess we all remember “Batman and the Boy Wonder” and how they were billed as “The Dynamic Duo”. When Batman and Robin would fall victim to the perils of The Joker, the Riddler, or Catwoman the Caped Crusader would find some miraculous action that would free them of the bonds of evil. There were times when Robin would be the catalyst to lead them to safety. I think the key to their success is the term, “dynamic duo”. Duo... the word means “two”. Scripture says two can ward of the attack that would overpower one alone. Duo... two fighting one battle. Duo...two harmonizing the tune. Duo...not a solo.
Confession will be good for my soul here. I’ve had a hard week. Fear has seized its grip on me, and I’ve given in to worry and depression. But today, I am making a conscious effort to fight back. I am going to employ the energy of my dynamic duo... “strength and trust”.
Now, this is where my concept may veer from the traditional view of these words. But, this is my take on it. I think strength and trust are the exact same energy. But where they radiate from is what is different. Strength is my own arsenal that helps me fight the battles that hurt so bad. Strength wells up in me and I focus its energy to help me win each battle that besets me. Trust, on the other hand, addresses one’s trust in God. Again, I believe both words are the same energy, but they radiate from a different place and are focused on different characters. Strength is focused on me... trust is focused on God.
And here is the wonderful part –when I can’t muster the energy to be strong, I can turn my focus toward God and trust him. When I let my trust in God fall by the wayside, I can attempt to assemble my own strength. It takes both strength (focused on my own energy) and trust (focused on God’s energy) to find success in the battles of the every day world.
Some of you may notice that I often wear suspenders and a belt. The tumor on my right lower rib creates an unusual waist line, and if my trousers fall below the tumor’s bulge, there isn’t much to hold up my pants. I was told recently there is a term in the finance world called “belt and suspenders”. It employs a “duo” of supports so that if one fails, the other will act as a backup. My intent is to use both supports... strength and trust... so that if one fails, I’ll have the stabilizing backup of the other.
I will be in Tulsa on Friday, 12-19-08 for a consult with the Stem-cell specialist. I have no idea what this will hold. I covet your prayers.
Grace & Peace,
Bob
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3 comments:
wonderful duo and well spoken thoughts......you do have a way with words, Bob.
still praying.......Jane
Hi little Brother,
Your blog brings back many memories that cover over 65 years of time. I have always known that your heart was very large. (large in the fact that you care and worry about others). I'm not sure you ever worried about yourself. I certainly understand where you are coming from. You inherited the worry bug from our little mom. I also got the bug from her as well. I've worried about things all my life and usually found out later that all my worries were all for nothing. I know that making an effort to try not to worry is a good one although a tough one. You have succeeded in many walks during your life and I have no doubt about your ability to do it again. I understand your duo. However, your duo is multiplied by all your family and friends who love you. I think God is walking in your path and guiding your steps.
Love, Big Bro!
Hey Robert,
I so enjoy your thoughts because they are inspiring & open. We all need to be more open & witness to the "strength & trust" God constantly provides. I find that strength does tend to fail me & that's when the trust takes over. How great it is in indeed to see how God provides EVERYTHING we need when we need it! You will continue to be in my prayers & I'm sure God's strength & your trust in Him will once again be evident for this stem cell test. Keep up the faith!
Love, Lori
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